Stepping Beyond Polarity

A discussion was raised to me among friends of various circles, so during my morning meditation I was suddenly offered a download.

My mediation spot of wonders.

My mediation spot of wonders.

The discussion was around if we are all walking a path of accepting either the light side or the dark side.  Some people walk in the path of darkness, while others are walking in the light.  Are we living in a negative timeline, or a positive one?  But is that really – true?  Or rather, are these just more distortions that this reality offers?

During my meditation, I suddenly felt an expansion near my heart.  I feel an open invitation to step into a realm beyond duality, where a oneness and whole-E-ness exists.  Where each choice, regardless of their direction, leads me down multiple roads.  I am put on these journeys and no matter what the experience offers, I thrive.

The absolute becomes its own distortion.  A desire or belief dissolves back into itself.  As we lay witness to these events, they collapse the moment we observe them.

Its abundantly clear that the vessels we are all inhabiting exist but for a moment yet for an eternity.  There’s an opening of our energetic systems which somehow through the miracle of existence, we can actually say – I am existing ‘here’ & ‘now.’  Our mere thought energies,  focused and nurtured, transmits waves of resonance and communicates to the whole-E-ness of You.  “I am” transforms and shapes the vessel as well as the ‘other’ selves around you.  In fact – nature transforms through the heart, mind and body cohesiveness.

I am in tune – or rather tuning up. Just like any other instruments and equipment we tune or calibrate, little tweaks and refinements are always occurring…and that, my friends, is the joy of this reality.  We are in a playground realm where we can refine our focus, our energies and awaken to a world of our choosing.  A shift is happening where we realize our true power to transform this realm.  It’s like waking up in the middle of a dream within a dream, and realizing you have the power to fly.

When we truly wake up here – what will be be capable of creating? 😉

We live in a beautifully structured universe, where all the systems lie in place, unified and whole.  All experiences, no matter how we judge them through polarity, are what we are meant to experience.  When we step out of the line of the judgement duality offers, we have the opportunity to live, breathe and enjoy.

In blessings of unconditional love,

Nicole Ann

“The Resonance” by Mantra Sphynx

“The Resonance,” , a collection of music created over the past decade, but finally recorded between 2012-2015 (give or take the time distortion lol) is now available on CD. Its time to put together what is here NOW, compile it all and allow the music to breathe on its own a bit. I’m offering it to you as a gift, for its been one of the greatest gifts of my life. Its nowhere near perfect studio quality, yet its divinely perfect in how it is right now. – Mantra Sphynx mantra

Foreword for the Resonance

This collection of art, music and writings are a culmination of years of searching, feeling and developing a deeper connection to Love. The Love which reaches us regardless of where we are. A Love which knows only itself in its purest form.

I sat at my piano many moments, over many thoughts, feelings and questions. I felt the smooth keys beneath my fingers ringing their tone with such clarity and deeper it pulled me in. Often times, only an octave set of quarter notes playing in a slow methodical rhythm would be all I needed to answer the tone, slowly adding more beneath it. Beckoning and echoing, a resonance asked of me to play further, reach out more and to look within in order to understand the world without.

My life led me to each time lapse of space on the keys. The now called me together into all of the moments, resonating their frequencies, drawing and sewing upon the fabric of the woman I projected. I was all of me through these vibrations. I am not simply playing the music; I am the music.

As the songs progressed, so did I. I suddenly was gifted with the knowing that I wasn’t just a mother, a wife, or a worker that I thought of as myself…but that I was in fact a co-creator of my reality. The limits of definitions I had placed upon myself were now beginning to bend and stretch…and that transformation into a new reality felt like I was pulled between multiple worlds. I didn’t want to be a wife in a marriage that wasn’t right for me, I didn’t want to be a mother and have all the responsibility of what that was suppose to look like. I didn’t want to be told where I had to be at by 9 am every day in order to be able to pay for living. Yet at the piano – I was limitless and beyond any definition. I always felt it, but now I couldn’t resist anymore the forceful powerfulness of my universe’s frequency.

I remember a specific moment clearly. All these moments of a normal moment run together into one. Times full of the activities, getting up in a rush, running kids to school, wiping away their tears of starting another long school day, running to an office where I put out fires and performing my usual tasks, rushing home to cook dinner, and finally grabbing a small piece of escape into my music room. But secretly, I was celebrating the new idea of appreciating what I enjoyed rather than focusing on the ‘what nots.’ I was silenting praising myself, instead of condemning myself for not being good enough. A shift had occurred somewhere through all the mess of life, and through my constant asking after years of feeling there was absolutely something more behind my purpose to be here. I felt a calling some days and I could hardly sit still. I was lucky enough to have a job where I could take walks and write in my journal on breaks. I could even come and go if I just couldn’t take it any longer – and still have a paycheck reinforcing those beliefs which fit me then. A pressure started to become ever present to the forefront of my consciousness. Slowly it heated until a rumbling boil ruptured my soil, cooking me until I felt there was nothing left of me that was my own.

Except for music. Escaping to its comforting and reliable shape and colors kept me alive and full of hope. It fit with me and I with it.

The kids demanded a lot of attention and I in my depleted state could only give so much. I can hear them playing (and sometimes fighting as siblings do) in the other room as I gently arrive to the keys. Looking for the sounds which will echo the void I feel. Just breath, I hear quietly. Relax. The voice whispers to me. Somehow, amidst the chaos of the household, I joined the frequencies of the music as it unfolded and allowed my body, mind and spirit to fill the space. Then, I am there. Filled with the unity of my being. I merge into releasing the escape of the moment into that one now.

At first, I can keep into this zone and the rest of the world around me transforms into all of the music. But at this memory, when the kids and men continue to interupt me, I am unable to keep up with the flow. I get up, linger on the silent keys and sigh. Back to a reality where everyone asks all of me, and I’ve barely been fulfilled on my own.

I often asked myself – how did I create such chaos in my life? I had awakened to the realization that I could choose happiness years earlier. Yet, I didn’t realize how co-creation worked. I knew there was a way to look at every situation in a infinite amount of ways…but I hadn’t had the awareness or self-confidence to do it. I always felt if I could stay at home more, run my own business and be financially fulfilled that way, that I would finally get into great physical health and everything would fall into place. Everyone around me would settle down and be happy with me. It would all end up as a fairy tale romantic ending, where the hero’s live and die in their normal peaceful lives. It would be a simple solution to all the problems facing a woman in the beginning of the 21th century. But somehow, I just wasn’t a fit for that idea of a 21st century woman.

Divinely set upon me, my higher self was guiding me through one of the most tumultuous, yet joyful times of my life. I was returning back to a love and way of being I always knew, yet stumbled around.

The Resonance of the music, the journaling, and realizing new passions such as painting and drawing…all of the songs and art which capitavitated and soothed me were a divine invitation to a peace and love which I long forgot. A new relationship within my heart formed and began to reflect with the gift of a new friendship with another being in this universe, who shared their own gifts of music and experiences with me.  The gift of Tyloga’s music changed my life and literally offered me a rope when I was in some of my most darkest holes. That divine friendship is yet another reminder from the Universe that I am not only alone – in fact I was a part of everyone no matter where they were in this time/space reality!

All of the torment, the chaos, the life I created, it all came down to not wanting the body, money, house, relationship, or {insert desire here} of my dreams. It was the realization that the divine reflection of a Goddess ached for her return. She longed for a reunion with her God. She craved it so much, she built up a world of chaos, only to destroy it and watch it burn. Sometimes, it takes fires in order for us to pay more close attention. In this case, it was a lifetime of fires which became the light bulb over my consciousness.

Now, here I write on this page, an album and book completed after decades of learning, becoming and listening, combined into a collection of songs and writings which led me out of the darkness and back into the light.

This Goddess I felt, who persuaded and enjoyed seeing this expansion occur, lives within me and you. She writes, she sings, she laughs and she cries. She demanded of me to take another chance at the life of my utmost dreams, which was fueled for a passion of joyful living. In my despair, I answered. Desperation is a blessing, it breaks the chaos of normalcy and stagnation, and shoots you back to where you truly belong.

The full story of who I am is only merely reflected now. All of what occurred to me in those times I created and witnessed, and through this calling within, I am propelled into a life whole and profound. I am at a precipice of joy and appreciation. My surroundings are fun, peaceful and loving. I am mostly aligned with my divinity, and when I am not, I am thankful for the clarity it brings.

It is my intent in sharing this music & writings to inspire unconditional Love within your own experience. The Resonance came from a place where Chaotic Indifference can be redefined by your own Logistical Waves of truth. The Intentions of your true desires will rise and once felt fully, you will never be able to put them back to sleep. In our Interluded moments of relaxation and ease, we can merge back into the oneness of all pure love. We can find what it is like to flow with the beauty of life. Allowing walks in nature helps to develop your mindfulness and instigate ever  more relaxation into the truth that we are all taken care of by the Universe. When you begin to notice the magic all around and within us, Manifestation and Clairaudience type experiences may occur. God will begin speaking to his Goddess and she to him. They begin to send love songs, art, surprises gifts, inspiration for creativity, all of this in order to reunite back to the light. She is then Awakened to Love, catapulted into the bliss of being. Where no outcomes can effect that Eternal Reunion between God & Goddess. Together, as spirit is united and duality dissolved back to the Ether, the true bliss of Love in its fullest form is actualized. The Best is Now!

Eternally in Love,

Mantra Sphynx

Let Us Meet at the Center

letusmeetLet us meet at the center,

Between dreams and sleep.

Where time collapses and space retreats,

Where I am you and you are me,

A oneness fulfilling our anchoring.

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Let us meet at the center,

Between waves and shapes.

Where force produces and colors emanate,

Where I am you and you are me,

A unity completing and circling.

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Let us meet at the center,

Between you and me.

Where separation dissolves into its illusionary,

Where I become you and you become me,

A connectedness revealing our harmony.

Gravity + Photons = We Rock

Working on Art Inspired Right NowThis article is a recap and observation from some of the new possibilities being offered by leading edge scientists, thinkers and lovers of our time.  This past week, Wisdom Teachings, on Gaia Tv, went through extensive details on the structure of pyramids and the science behind the potential technology they offer.  The episodes also covers the work of Nassim Haramein, which the friends at Inspired Action Records have been curious about for awhile.

I’m inspired to offer an observation based on the energies we are experiencing right now, combined with their theories, on the day of a Harvest Moon lunar eclipse, and possibly the best time to be alive.

The star tetrahedron is the fundamental shape of the vacuum.  Fractal holographic displays at each level of structure replicates macro and micro.  At all levels, these fractals replicate in a larger and smaller scale.  At the micro levels, the vacuum geometry vibrates, but does not touch.

Gravity is the catalyst, the inertia which photons move and arrange themselves.  Therefore, a structure in the macro material level is a projection of this fractal, pulled together by that catalyst of gravity.

A star tetrahedron is projected from the framework of gravity, or helping along the focus of the structure of spacetime.  At all levels, the God like force is conducting the vibration of the vacuum to pulsate out shape, color and form.

At a large scale macrocosm of a universe, everything fractals out into the torus shape.  We are but minute fragments of the photons projected here in a shape and form.  A projection of a consciousness magnifies an image upon this reality.  Meanwhile, infinite realities of focused light is being magnetized and pulsated in the macro, micro and mini teeny tiny cosms.

Individuated consciousness, with focused observations, directs and commands their light ships into multiple realms.  A deep and intrinsic view is to put blinders on your ship and pretend you are driving.  We are on a holographic acid trip, yet confused and mystified at the awe of our nature.

Additionally, we can focus upon ‘other’ points in the star tetrahedron and within ourselves in infinite ways.  I can see a micro torus expanded by consciousness.  Or, I can view a whole structure of a being, gravitated into one of the possible color, shapes and forms.

My conclusion – God consciousness is our Joy.  We are awakening to our celebration of unity, and the gift of playing in the game.  Our love pulls us together and wakes us up from our slumber.

During meditation this afternoon, I was feeling the vastness of our oneness and how amazing it is to awaken to certain intuitions and understandings like this.  I’ve been doing a lot of different projects and inspired action throughout the week, and was so happy to be brought to the moment where I can relax and meditate in the warm sun.  I asked my inner guide – can I do so many projects and ideas all at once and stay in my flow?  The answer – “You can do it all, just remember to keep ME in the all you are.”  and then – “Keep the I Am in there.”

In gravity and light – we Rock! 🙂

 

 

A Reunion

Beckoned by a feeling

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of ache and doubt,

it creeped up on my day

and nagged me throughout.

I sunk into the Earth

and rolled around on its grass,

as if to ask for an embrace

to swallow me up in its grasp.

Taken by a moment of renewal and trust,

it washed up on my day

and calmed me as it does.

I met his smile at the opening of my heart

and I sighed into its warmth and light.

He motioned with his hands,

and in one ease of movement I felt him say, “There you are my love….my sweet Enchantia…the ache you felt brought you back here to me, where I sit and wait.  All of the polarity leading you here to communion with me.”

I smirked in my ways and replied, “You could have just simply asked.”

He laughed a giant deep laugh, full of tease and unconditional love. “But then I wouldn’t hear such funny remarks your perspective has to offer.”

I relax stiller, laying on a white marble slab; giant luscious trees and a fresh flower scented breeze surrounding us.  He leans over me now, and puts his hands above my body and I feel, “Relax my Enchantia.”  I see the energy with his hands, and feel him lovingly do his energetic work on my body.  “Enchantia,” this name he keeps saying I have never heard before, but he keeps referring to me as such and it feels warm.  Sometimes he says “Enchantini” but its almost as if I am not hearing the full pronunciation of this word.

Then, as I relax further into the light, he moves his energy down between my thighs and up through my spine.  My pelvis moves as if to help guide the energy as he moves up through my belly, my navel to my ribs, to my chest, through my throat then all around the top of my head.

He then repeats this process and I feel him say…”I am within you,” as he moves the energy up my body again and around my head continues, “and you surround me.”

The love is intoxicating, sensual and holy.  I feel renewal and transformation as never felt before.  This divine reflection of my Godhead lover feels just as interconnected and receives the fullness of me, the divine goddess reflection, as much as I receive through him.  The ache and longing that brought me to this place was a distant memory, yet a cherished feeling to remember.

We float here in timelessness, and when I opened my eyes again, his voice was ever present on my heart.  Once I felt trapped by my thoughts which blocked me from speaking, but now I speak through our united voice.  We smile together at the reward of it all.  We are excited to be awakened to this holy divinity of unity in a place such as this.  We look forward to all of it, for the reunion is even sweeter than imagined.  All care has and always will be worked in our favor.

For “I am within you…and you surround me.”

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Set the Vibes – March 24, 2016

The morning of a full moon brought forth a gusto of energy. So much so that a lot of my family was awake around 4 am, some traveling on the road, some flying in planes, and me up with my niece and nephews to send off my brother to work. Amidst the flowing of new life, projects, and the bustling of chasing toddlers around, I felt golden. In fact, my skin was seeping a golden tint. I’m attributing this to the turmeric I’ve been eating in my coffee, but it was still amazing how my inside feelings were manifesting onto my body. I felt golden like a ray of a glow, enveloped in a cosmic flow. The energies flowing through seemed to be pushing through my body in a downward motion. Its as if it was stuck slightly there. There were times that I felt the soreness in my lower hip, but suddenly it pushed even further downward. As the day progressed, and the night sky overtook the light, a burst of energy flashed through the sky. A light show erupted, and the horses in the pasture galloped in rhythm and chased each other to an imaginary finish line. The flickers of the sky and rumbles of the thunder resonated that lowering energy, and as it lowered, I could feel it rise. For what goes up, comes down. I walked on the patio, memorized by the beauty of the evening’s magic show.

The realignment of this new energy felt wobbly. I could feel the earth on my feet shift and shake my body, as if to offer a magnetic blast of relief. Suddenly, the pulling and taunting energy in my lower back and hip released itself. The desire to move around and stay awake for as long as possible offered a challenge, but it seemed one that I had asked to try. I suddenly felt the actualization of the millions of souls which have walked in this body. The cell memories which live on in this form, now inhabited by the soul which sees through this face. I reaffirm with that realization to enjoy, appreciate and create the most loving, fun and amazing life that these cells have ever witnessed. They deserve the chance to experience what it really feels like to be alive here in this density.

I’m very happy to be here in God’s way, trusting and loving the beingness of living here in this body. Let’s party a bit…and set the vibes for the whole. 😀

Peace & Love,
Nicole Ann
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Full Moon Oneness – February 22, 2016

I breathe deeply. A wayward hair tickles my face as a fresh breeze dances by me. My feet, legs, back, arms and head sink into the firmness of the ground and I feel a hum; a low buzzing. The vibration engulfs me and all that was without becomes within. I am the deepening, an extension of eyes peering out from the Earth. I perceive the radiance of the golden sun, and as it beams its light across my face, I smile in ‘thank yous.’ I am bathed in its love and I feel immersed in its glory. My lips move and form the words, “I love you,” as my heart leaps into a new rhythm.

Beneath my closed eyelids, I can see the shadows of clouds pass by, eclipsing the sun’s radiance. Yet, the heat of its love lingers, and I sigh even more deeply. Completely emerged now into the resplendence of my position, I feel timeless, eternal and united. I pray in wholeness. The murmur of a plane passes by over head, and instantly I connect to the heart which resonates inside its vehicle. We are beacons of love connecting and lighting up.

Illusions of polarity or duality dissipate, and all forms of black, white, male, female unite in holy union. Oneness of the Grand Whole is the reality of my focus.

A bird’s song sails overhead in an exuberant hymn as if to sing, “Alleluia!”

And so it is 🙂
Love,
Nicole Ann
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Be Easy – 2-19-2016

I have been offered a gift – to awaken to the light which I am and you are; all of us intertwined in a cosmic light parade.  Our resonating awareness vibrates and calls to each other.  The fire within each one of us asks us to open up, share and explore this wonderland together.

For we are all united in this universe. My thoughts and feelings are felt here and there.  Nowhere, nothere – it’s all encompassed in this epic co-creation.

Let us find one another.  Let us love the deepness which we live.  Let us be our truest selves – Earth dwellers and galactic love beings.

Be easy on yourselves, my friends, and easy on each other.  Forgiveness lies in a moment and a space where truth expands.  For we are all here expanding in the absolute truth of light, love and resonance.

Blessings of love,

Nicole Ann

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