When I Began to Love Myself

Morning reflections for the artistically inspired moment. 🙂

When I Began to Love Myself…
I noticed a dramatic shift in my environment. I suddenly cared about where I was and who I was with…and I felt compelled to create spaces which fulfilled me.

15600177-Music-tree-hearts-note-symbol-vector-on-wave-lines-Design-love-element-Valentine-abstract-background-Stock-Vector When I Began to Love Myself…
I wasn’t really sure how that looked or what that felt like. So I started with loving others all around me easily and unconditionally…and my own heart was fulfilled in that love as there are no others; only me.
When I Began to Love Myself…
I realized there was a point in this life where I could love who I am completely in a new way. So I took what I learned from how amazing it felt to love certain people in my life, and refocused that love into my own heart. As love is a powerful energy, which has no beginning or end, the love reflected out of my heart to others and back again, over and over, around and around.
When I Began to Love Myself…
I no longer felt the need to compare myself to anyone or anything,or be or do anything…but rather just allowed myself to be a projection of God/Goddess love and will.
When I Began to Love Myself…
A force field seemed to manifest around me and amazing positive and loving experiences echoed my way.
When I Began to Love Myself…
Mother Nature became my friend and my confidant, no longer a separated out of control force to bend upon me.
When I Began to Love Myself…
It looked like I went out on an adventure, but it was merely a trip to the grocery store. It looked like when I walked through a park or down a sidewalk, the world around me transformed into a Disney movie. It felt like pure fucking magic, everywhere all the time.
When I Began to Love Myself…
I noticed the unkind thoughts and energy which I had vortexed around my heart, which manifested into my body’s projection. I saw that energy as a friend who needed to be loved more, and found a place for it to be loved, rather than fixed or corrected.
When I Began to Love Myself…
I only go where my heart’s desire takes me. I only listen to God/Goddess’s will through feeling. And if a place or activity feels exciting or as if I can’t wait to do so…I go and am fully present. This is my gift…to be there with you because I absolutely would rather be no where else in that moment.
When I Began to Love Myself…
You became me, me became us, and us became all-that-is-and-matters.
When I Began to Love Myself…
I no longer needed to cocreate with anyone outside of the holy spirit…and no longer did I hold claim to specific people representing a certain cocreation. My God/Goddess’s love is enough.
When I Began to Love Myself…
I was able to share the love and light through musical expression, art and writing. Its through this sharing that I activate in my heart more waves of its magical love, thus hoping to inspire those who find this message to look for ways to love their own hearts fully.

Infinitely loved and blessed,

Nicole Ann

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